Basically hahah. This photo always gets me. Funny picture, serious post though.

Meh, okay. Sooo. I just want to open up about my current depression and how I've finally accepted seeing a therapist. Yeahhhh current depression. I've been open about my depression in the past that correlated with being overweight growing up. But when I made my decision to get healthy & lose weight, I was 100% happy for over 2 years. But. It came back last winter. It hit me like a freight train; I was genuinely afraid of myself at one point. Finally, I've realized and accepted that therapy isn't as "weird" or "not normal" as I once assumed...although it still terrifies me to tell people. Weaknesses suck to admit #sensitivekitty. I just can't take keeping quiet anymore and feeling like I'm hiding something. I also have to say thanks to Angela for encouraging me to go. I was really resistant at first, but your push was a big eye opener. TL;DR I'm happy with my decision to go to therapy, and I'm excited for what the future holds #andYoutube.

In other news... Things that calm me down. My new comfy comfy Wink Desserts hoodie. I want to wear it 24/7. And...Eating packets of brown mustard at work. Judge me.